Scatterbrain

Okay, I am seriously having a complete mental breakdown today. I don't know what set it off but everything is a total annoyance and I'm so completely frustrated that my entire body is trembling. I think I'm just going to bed and maybe tomorrow when I'm at the health food store, I'll have to look if they have any holistic alternatives for the mentally unstable. That's all I got.

My Addiction

I have come to the conclusion that I have a serious book addiction. I just started reading Essential Psychic Healing by Diane Stein, the same author that wrote the Essential Reiki book. Since I've already had the Reiki classes and attunements, I find this book even more helpful and I highly recommend it. That's all I got for tonight, it's been a long week at work.

I just found out this afternoon that a couple of night shift techs were sneaking into the office during their shift to use the billing clerks computer. What the hell is wrong with people. First off, they have to go through 2 locked doors to get into the back office. Secondly, we all have personal stuff in our desks and our desks don't all lock. What makes them think that this is okay to do. I guess they didn't count on getting caught. Um, hello, I work in the computer department. Did you not think I couldn't figure stuff like this out. Idiots!

On a positive note, I've been doing self Reiki and distance Reiki on a daily basis. Let me tell you how great I feel. Especially when you can feel the end results. I am totally buzzing with energy.

Last night a bunch of us got together at Sharon's for a Summer Solstice celebration. It was so great seeing the people that I haven't seen since last year. Then to sit outside with all the fireflies out was completely magical.

Other than that today I am so physically exhausted and I have such a strong urge to call off of work tomorrow. That is so totally unlike me because I always go to work even when I'm sick. I'm just not feeling it right now. I may have to wait and see how I feel in the morning.

I'm Back

Although I've been physically back from Womongathering since Monday, I don't think I've mentally returned until today. I always go through a little sadness and depression upon returning but now I feel so in tune with what I need to be that it's just amazing and a little overwhelming. I took Reiki II and III again this year after having Reiki I-III last year. I really dealt with Reiki I over the past year. I never realized how many changes I have been through over the past year. I met some amazing wimmin this year that it makes me sad to only see them once a year. To put the experience in writing is almost impossible. I found out this morning that our cabin will be doing a ritual next year. I am very excited and anxious but at least it will give us a year to prepare.

Otherwise, this was the longest week at work ever and it was only a 4 day week for me. But now I am home on this beautiful summer solstice evening and have a summer solstice celebration tomorrow to look forward to. So thank the Goddess for this beautiful weekend. Dance, sing, laugh, and celebrate this wonderful time of year.

Keep on swimming

Wow, I am absolutely exhausted beyond words. I have done so much in these past two days then any human should do in that amount of time. I will be running around like this until I reach my peaceful destination of serenity on Thursday. I'll just need a whole mess of java jolts to stay awake. How ironic, I usually need sleeping pills to sleep and now I'm drinking so much coffee to stay awake long enough to get all the shit done that I need to. It's really starting to piss me off.

Three more days until Womongathering! I really can't wait. It's like my body knows when the year is up and in need of spiritual healing. This is the one time where I don't feel guilty for taking off of work. Now it's just getting everything ready. It's amazing how much stuff you need for 4 days. The weather is supposed to be nice but up there I don't trust it. I am still taking warm clothes and leaving them in the car just in case. I've learned this lesson the hard way.

I am loving this hot weather. My allergies have been pretty tame as well. Probably due to the fact that it is extremely humid and nothing can actually live outside for a long period of time. Either way, I'm loving it.

Joey and Hailie were running around in the sprinkler for a little bit. Hailie is almost 17 months old and was screaming her head off the whole time. And the funniest thing, her father let one rip and Hailie looked at him and yelled, "Jesus!". Yes, it's on video :)

I wear my sunglasses at night

They started filming Transformers 2 tonight at the old Bethlehem Steel site. As I was leaving work tonight and heading down the hill to make a left onto 378, I am completely blinded by the brightest lights that I have ever seen. To make matters worse, the light is red and I am forced to look in that direction. I really need to remember to wear my sunglasses or those little glasses that they give people in the tanning beds, because I'm really concerned that I may have burned my retinas just a bit.